Just a thought!
Today I had the pleasure of hanging out with someone who is dear to my heart. This person knows who she is and that I love her. While I was with her and her family I began to help her around the house and then I began to re-arrange and to clean like a bandit. I began to ponder why I had done this, I have come to this conclusion....
It is easier for me to do what needs to be done for someone else than for myself. I look at my life and know that I've been doing it for a long time. It makes sense though, it's easier to give advise then to actually take it when it is given. It is easier to listen to people frustrations than to brodcast yours, and it is always easier look at the grass on the other side of the fence. Why is this? I feel that most women are alike and we all feel this way and at times act this way. I feel that because of these reasons it is so easy to get rapped up and to start to gossip and so on. I feel this is why there are clicks that are formed starting in Elementery and throught a womens life. I don't know how many women that I've got to know and they all say that they've never been able to be really close with girls due to the backstabbing and the drama. I thought then when I got older it would go away and that I would be able to move on and not veiw others to be below or above me, yet there are times that I find myself in that rivet trying to get out. Sometimes I can look at a women and I say to myself "Wow she must be rich or brillaint!" & so on and others I will cast down judgment. I ask you why is this that it feels like it will never change?